It's like quiet and cold during mid-autumn festival this particular. Ugh. Because of that kp policewoman. Like seriously, can't she give us a break? Forget it. Ruined my lantern-festival mood. HELLO? I'm not even into burning the candles. It's just so coincident that when you're patrolling towards me, my lantern caught on fire. Anyway, it's common to see such a situation especially when the girl carrying it is clumsy.


I feel like chatting. Just talking non-stop and all the person has to do is listen. Listening ear. That's what I need. I don't know why I'm feeling so down while typing this post. And I guess before the next moment, Ill start tearing again. That damn music that's playing now. I'm just too lazy to get off my bed and turn off to speaker so I shall let it play throughout the night. Those songs simply remind me of the past. For the past few weeks, I'll been so occupied with tons of workloads till I don't have free time for myself like lying on my bed, reminiscing the olden days. I really miss those days, those precious times.


In the past, I was too eager to settle down, like finding a boyf then spend all my time with him. Then, I realise, I'm like constantly changing, r/s don't last long and feeling fades when I get the person too easily and I don't feel sad when we went separate ways. Alright, maybe just a little awkward. This year, I spend most of my free time with friends and family and I cherish them more than anything. Take the upcoming graduation for example, I can cry like mad shit for a few consecutive nights but may not even shed a tear for breakups.


Graduation day .... I'm worried that I'll breakdown on the spot even though I dread that! You know like you see everybody singing graduation songs, smiling joyfully then out of nowhere appear this dumb girl weeping away. Walao. Like loser sia. I think if I really can't control, I'll skip the graduation assembly and hide in the toilet to cry or maybe I'll hug my friends and cry on their shoulders. More loving this way.


I realised I'm a homely girl. But I can't stay at home for the entire day of course, will die of suffocation. I love to dawdle at home in the night. Night life, I reckon I won't be able to take it. Totally opposite from my sister, who loves to loiter outside till as long as my dad didn't ring her up to hurry her back. While chatting on msn, my friend suddenly mentioned that I haven't change my hp for the past 6 yrs. Time flies. I never thought it'd been so long already! It's 1am. Bedtime! (:

Goodnight earthlings. I love you guys.